tell me u love me

crying and sobbing

2005-12-28T11:05:00.000-08:00

why must u treat me like this? u arent like that in e past... u told me u are willing to wait dint u? u promised me dint u? u told me it didnt mind if i am immature and u will wait for me dun u ...? u bought me a ring and tell me u 'll by my side dun u? u say u love me dint u? u told me that u love me so i haf e right to noe everything dun u?u told me u wun mind ur frens luffing at u andu wuld rather tell me the truth dun u?u say i'll haf sweet night mares of u dun u? u said u believe in me and willing to take care of me dun u? u say u dun dare to hurt me cos there are alot of people protecting me dun u? u told me u will nag at me dun u?u say u will call me in e morning and wake me up dun u? u told me to wait for u online dun u?u said u missed me alot too dun u?u said u liek everything i does for u dun u?u say u r very touched due to me dun u? but why are u doing this to me?u said those and yet u dint fufill it ...u are very unfair...u threw me here with all ur promises and things u does .......yet u dun even care.. u threw me here all alone yet u dun even be sad ... i am here cryign and sobbing yet u are luffing all e ways are these all lies? dun say u lost feelings ........ u dint .. its u are stubborn that u dun want to throw away all e past dun u? must u keep all e thigns to urself? i hate u for being a liar all along ... u shldnt give me chance den and make me happy .... den u drop me down right down and u leave... u gto evrything u want from me and u leave u played with me isit? u toyed my feelings isit?or u haf fallen with another girl ? dun say u lost feeligns its just an excuse ! an every jerk who toyed with the love will say ! if u arent toying u wun leave me that soon.........i am just a tool to u right from e start if u arent toying with me u prove to me den

lazi day 8/11

2005-12-08T07:12:00.000-08:00

ssoooooooooooooooooo long never come blogg liao ... lazy thru al e hols.... nothing to do or rather dun wish to do ... alot of things happened ... happi ones.. unhappi ones..well.. great hols ba.. last sentence for tis post i cant afford to lose u

2day

2005-10-08T23:03:00.000-07:00

very very tired..eyes quite pain but well shld b fine...afternoon went dear's place to meet her den we go plaza sing to buy jia en's present well walking to a lot of places den dear no wad to buy 4 her...den after tt go back to her place loh...den she study i slp...wah nice nap..haha den after tt go tiong for dinner...dunno y halfway she blasted ... den i was lyk...ok gd job wad haf i done again...but since she say she's wrong den y shld i still b angry wif her...hu ask me to love a difficult gal bah well...den go park study loh...sian.. dun tink we study mayb onli a bit ba...haha den after tt send her home loh...tt's abt all...well aniway gtg....

muackies

2005-10-08T22:22:00.000-07:00

well... ytd went out with dear me nt feeling well eh........then dear very worry ... seems like dear also very tired.... then we go ps shop for jie ens prezzie.. met onto that stupid guy ....then go back home dear very tired sleep on my bed...i revise lit then go tiong eat dinner go revise work also .......ya simple day i feel so xin fu

2day...

2005-09-24T22:56:00.000-07:00

yawns....zzz....still tired after long hrs of slp..nth much basically slacking the whole day until i go and meet dear at her hse....haha wad happen there is a secret....den after tt go dhoby to haf dinner and go and c jeff aka shi yi...either way den oso gt a fu shen fu from dear den after tt went for a round of drum....gay bass drum gt stuck on first song..zzzz...wonder if dear is ok cos i made luff until she wan 2 vomit...but b4 tt i gt angry wif her but tt wasnt impt cos i haf a job to make her happy and so tt's y den went back tiong bahru plaza and go 4 two rounds....finally no how 2 do some moves...ahahah..den send dear home while toking bout music stuff on the way to her hse loh tt's all...aniway gtg....

2day24/9

2005-09-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

today dear come my house accompany me until 6 like that we go ps find jeff gor......... haha went disturb him mwahaha.......... then go shopping see dear play drum also saw ck........... then buy something for dear and jeff gor... then dear got angry... then after that he make me luff until nearly vomited feel very sick we went itong to see dear play drum..then he send me back lor dear, thanks for changing for me...... i love you

drop dead

2005-09-16T08:29:00.000-07:00

tired~ drop dead for this week ......work..... tests......projects....... work and test and project work and test and project non stop cycling .......... dying soon la............ havent end yr yet alreadi dying le........... sianz........... hmm.......looking forward to my pract test .......... er.......... well dear come fetch me today and buy bu shuang for me......... friends are envious abt it....hehe....=p gd to haf someone by my side.............. ok ending buai

2day

2005-09-15T22:23:00.000-07:00

2day went drum in the morning....tired....timepiece still cannot pass...zzz...den after tt went long john 4 lunch tink i overspent on food again lao....den after tt went to dear's sch and fetch her weather very hot sia.....so bought liang teh 4 her...she more heaty den me....den gave her a gift i gt it from zone x....some pouch holder la....den after tt i went home...so ke qi 4 wad..i refer toher msges.....hah but nvm...tink currently the both of us r having some probs i guess but we can solve ani way gtg....

ytd

2005-09-07T01:44:00.000-07:00

yea ytd... hmm cos com got prob so came back to update ytd de things... hmm... yea alittle angry with dear at first cos he keep changing time ...but never mind its ok de=) we went to mj first to get my cd la... then go popular and then drumming... finalli dinner.... then go park walk walk lor....
well i want to apologise to dear wor..... make him so angry that day.... hmm... well.. next time dun quarrel le.... hehe.. dun angry le k? well i'll try not to tok to him that much la since u dun like him

2day

2005-09-06T22:10:00.000-07:00

ya sian go sch 2 do folio...wad sia so much amendments to b made....feel lyk dropping dnt but i can get a1 4 it leh...i hope but nvm...jus do and dun complain so much den later went back home recharge myself so tt can go out wif dear later...first we go mj to get her fav band mayday de cd den i go find tinks at popular to get my stuff for dnt de....some glow in the dark stuff la...den after tt drum a little...very tiring since long time no drum le i guess...den after tt was dinner...so so la den go moontan again loh as usual..as 4 wad happen is confidential la...aniway gtg...

yo hoo

2005-09-03T08:41:00.000-07:00

dear losing concentration ... go post at my blog never mind=) at least he is not like me the blur blur sotong... hehe....... i am tired~ today woke up by my mum at 10 -11 so sianz not enuff slpat all~ went downstairs wif mum buy shoes... then eat ...then slack for the afternoon... at 4 i walk to tiong... sianz then got a drink blue coral ice blend.. then go mrt inside wait for dear getting impatient..then parents ask us to sit taxi with them... go marche my bro's bday... my mum keep forcing both of us eat.. then eat until very full go dhoby..see dear play drum... wx went saw charlene too... both of them were so awkard hope they'll be ok soon... well ... then dear send me home and gave me the dog as prezzie ..... hehe so cute love dear so much muackies ok shld end le hope tmr can go out wif him eh? and ck get lost thx.... muackies for dear yo hoo... its 11 49 going to sleep soon after finish another cup of water

2day....3/9

2005-09-03T08:40:00.000-07:00

o crap...losing concentration jus cre8ted a blank page...nvm aniway 2day woke up bloody early to take report...tired...but still ok took 1 hr nap and quickly go tuition..yawns and yawns....after tt go meet dear to go wif her to celebrate her bro's bday at marche...food was great feel paiseh jus go there and eat lyk tt...haf 2 do sth for her family liao den after tt drum but cos ppl around i tink i piss wx off...hope he and her can both get over it...well...den send dear home while i losing concentration at extreme rate when i can go up the bus widout tapping ez link....sian..nvm aniway gtg

2day

2005-08-27T23:34:00.000-07:00

as usual a sat is a day to write the diary...first nt enuff slp...feeling grumpy....heck den go 4 tuition..wadever...lz bones....den go and meet dear loh..den as usual walk walk around park loh....den go for dinner...den dear cannot finish her chicken rice and she was surprised how much i could eat but haha den go park and moon tan nice clouds floating by...haha...nice breeze oso...

2005-08-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

my life isnt brilliant wif this old antique comp that has its temper eh? haha nice day every saturday is my brand nice day =) haha well i am yawning getting my eyes watery after yawning craving for ice cream chocolates chips and lot s of things that can eat .... hmm... today wen tout wif qin lu ther is nothing between us to talk abt ... then go home rush part of maths report... then go tion g find dear... the bus very WOLS so i walk ... walk until very sian.....lazy la.... well Sipei wrote me a testimonial thanks alot eh.... hmm... why is sch life that terrible for me ner? how would i knoe seeing dear so sleepy i also feel sleepy hmm... my parents are napping eh... hehe......... tired... tmr go watch maid le scared haha.......=p well dear thanks for a beautiful day eh...xin ku le.... go tuition still pei me... hmm.. take care wor ... infected by u alittle sore throat

2day 20/8

2005-08-20T22:09:00.000-07:00

2day jus sux...haf to wake up so gay early jus to go polyclinic and the doc there say there's nth wrong ...i dun c ani fractures on ur back..wadever crap...2 wks later still mus go back...sian..den tuition so gay lot of hw...but hu cares dun tink i doin aniway..den after t of cos went out wif dear..went for a walk round the park den dinner...the fish and chips was so huge...but still managed to finish hahaa...praise my big stomach hahahah....den went back to park...nice at nite...sth outstanding happened but nvm...aniway gtg...

hmmm....

2005-08-20T07:05:00.000-07:00

yea~ is another week ... simply a busy week today woke up late real late... 12 plus cos i slpt at 2 plus last nite .... carnt sleep plus something is bothering me wondering why am i geeting jealous .... hmm... then eat lunch..... slack ....then just simply... doing nothing until 4 plus hehe then rushing to bathe make up change and get out of my house hehe ... alittle late .... then meet dear....go walk walk then go buy things ...go see dear play drum ... then go eat dinner... weekly routine? haha then go park walk walk chat chat... nice day simple day .... hehe .... worrying abt him ... wil he study tmr?

2day..13/8

2005-08-13T22:59:00.000-07:00

ya let's tok bout 2day....ya tuition was booorrring....den after tt went out wif dear..which was of cos is the tink i feel best...we went park first sit sit....den after tt i go 4 one round of drum...almost pass agnus dei loh...but nvm.. den go back park again b4 goin 4 dinner...the park lyk our hse lyk tt....den after tt go back park again...nite is romantic haha...nice until forget time den tio by dear dear de father...didnt c the time oso...well aniwat gtg..

yup./..

2005-08-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

yup.. today went out wif dear dear ....... morning that time he say going out at 1 de......then he told me yz want go tuition then 4 plus meet me i was angry but nvr mind la.... then went to tbp at 4plus well got shock by an aunty in the bus stop eh... -.-" then reach tbp go value find the thing i want dunhaf then too bad 6 mths then give dear ba... then i dun care liao go shopping see wad to buy finalli bought a magnetwid words for him ... he like it mer? dunknoe leh .... then seems like we keep going to park well.... for couples isnt it.... ? we went at nite so romantic can we go there more often? haha then dear sent me home well we forgot the time so nagged by my father .......... nvm ...... good day isnt it? hehe dear i lub u wor..... hehe

well well...

2005-08-07T23:37:00.000-07:00

here i m to post sth...well tink haven post for a long time le...well 2day after tuition go drum and well lao puo was there too...den after t cos the pros having a party there...den we moved to lot 1...but me and lao puo went park den after i send her home....well quarrelled wif dear after tt...but still managed to get us back into our normal lovey state hahah...aniway tml goin to lot 1 again after finishing my stuff at hm...well c whether tml dey wan 2 go tuition tml or nt loh...

Sick~

2005-07-25T01:01:00.000-07:00

ya... today nvr go sch... sick la......... sianz........ have been slping for e half day ytd when out wif dear ..he came my house help me do art work do until so de yi :p then we went to tiong to meet wx and his gf .... she so cutez~( adorable :p) then me and dear when back his house cos dear dint bring enuff money ........ ya la ... my leg got blisters nvr put plaster la then dear force me to put sorry dear make u worry again .......i will take care de....then we went dhoby to meet them again ...dear play drum hehe:p then went to buy my mac dinner(again?!) haha.... then dear send me back home...... love dear lots ........sorry to make u angry ,dear........ :p let u punish ba......:p k ..... ending here:p

2day

2005-07-24T22:01:00.000-07:00

2day went out wif dear as usual wkends ma...first i go her hse help her wif her art work...well so impressed wif myself =x...haha den later go meet wx and his gal but since i need 2 go hm and take money cos nt enuff...and meet them and dhoby ghaut...dear dear so stubborn de...leg gt 2 blisters burst le still say nt pain alreidi walk like a little crippled liao loh...heartbroken sia still haf 2 force her 2 put plasters...den after a while of drumming we go buy dear's dinner den after of cos i send her hm...dinner made me 2 full...a little uncomfortable now...but aniway gtg..

everytink goes on

2005-07-21T22:10:00.000-07:00

life is gd haha...i suppose...now hating dad even more...cr8 even more trouble 4 the family...wad's his prob aniway...ya and so sch life cant get even more boring...but some encouragements r indeed pushing me on...wah lyk humanities at first totally no interest le..now finally having some interest and mus oso thx lao puo 4 staying by my side and cheering me on...although had a tiff wif one another yesterday but wif my hoaxing skills no prob at all haha...no la jk la...aniway loving her and wan 2 stay by her 4ever if possible..gtg..

...

2005-07-21T07:17:00.000-07:00

wel... a pressurised week ......... maybe thats why i haf a tiff wif dear ........ plus my absolutely backache thanks to tricia haha jus jk... thenquite a good week ba cheering dear on ...i realli believe he can do .......... jia you wor~ alittle sianz by my english teacher lar......... haiz nvr mind hehe....... dear rawks.......... thanks for being by my side when i am stressful ....... i lub u .....:p be by ur side evry now and then k? muackies must take care wor..... dun let me worry .... k?

....:D

2005-07-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

hehe.......yup update blog de time le.......... too busy liao so long time no blog yup........ i love dear~ hehe we went out on saturday as usual become a habit le........ i was late:p cause my house downstairs de market just opened alot ofppl queue up to buy food so my mum bought my lunch very late........then i rush to bathe change clothes then rush to busstop wait for bus haha so lucky my bus came when i reached the busstop then met dear at tbp ...went to buy my geo notes......... then we went to park as usual ......... quite happi.......then go buy bbtea .... and go my house lor haha...... my brothers were so shock to see dear in my room hahah.......... kk ..end here recently stress is much too heavy le........... dear~ muackies

yesterday's stuff...

2005-07-16T14:36:00.000-07:00

almost dying widout goin out wif dear 4 one week, but at least went out yesterday wif her le....first we met at tb plaza den there i buy my comic while she purchase her geog guide notes den after tt as usual go to park...den go her hse to help her wif her art work while she revises on her stuff...there stay from 4 unti 7 den i left to drum wif wx and bobby... sian...tired halfway phone no batt....den go back hme charge...1 + den i slp loh....2day is even worse...woke up at 9...tired..yawns... den tink later haf nap den wake up 2 revise later time 2 force myself 2 study le hahah....aniway love dear and gtg...

2005-07-06T19:24:00.000-07:00

2day...boring day....dnt teacher nv come again wth...lyk tt m i goin 2 fail....nvm...still i need 2 finish up....sian la but aniway....lz lz very lz nowadays...maths lesson gt 'fight' in class...lol paper balls flying around ..2day oso dun haf much tinks 2 write...aniway gtg...

hehe:D

2005-07-05T04:35:00.000-07:00

well.....today wake up go school... carnt imagine i am late and yet tricia is later then me.....
then so sianz lor...... first lesson is maths.... algebra ..... until i going to surrender le.....have english lessons ...... onli can tell myself dying of boredom soon....... haha..then my recess nothing to eat then........ then haf lit ew.. i hate lit haha........ rather the english and maths then...stupid lit cos...... of mr oak tree ba.... haha....... then haf mt .... take my test....... then sci take pract test hehe......then rush home cos my mum wants me to go grandparents house and eat lunch.......... then hehe just knew that hey got computer mastery class haha i didnt stay back:p then sleep until now having bad headache............ so sianz........

sadx

2005-07-05T04:27:00.000-07:00

well...... today actualli go out with tricia and yan jing then...... itold tricia i dun want to watch movie le..she say ok then insisted on asking me come.then when we meet yan jing drag us to cine ......... then say wnt to watch movie...... then i already told tricia if watch movie i dun come ....... then we were like quarralling ....then yan jing even shouted at me say dun watch movie might as welll dun come ...... i can watch wif my frens............ i was like thinking hey u ask me to come de....... then i was like too angry to say anything i left......... i went to taka to buy
octopus ball... then i went to mrt......then i sms dear....... in e end i went lot 1 find dear and his frens..... i was like o e verge of tears le.....then cry lor........ dear was like somehow shocked and dunno wad to do..... hehe...... then we went park after that then dear walk me home........ hehe...... thx dear for being by my side always:D

2005-07-02T18:42:00.000-07:00

2day is a memorable day as 2day is the starting of the third month of me and dear together....so where we go 2day...here's the plan...we at first go orchard and purchase some of my stuff....and oso some of my 10 yrs series at the popular there den after ttt go tiong bahru where i had my lunch although dear didnt eat...den of cos i go exercise after tt...but drum sticks flew off haha...den after tt go park...but buy xxl chicken and share wif dear..den dunno la...dear's face keep turning red...embarrassed,...hai xiu...haha....den of cos send her hm unwillingly la....yupp tt's all...gtg...

yeapps

2005-07-02T03:47:00.000-07:00

another week past so sianz... stressed out wif my work... hope every1 understand abt that ......eh i am no thaving attitude prob lar ish i am too stress carnt possibly forced a smile out of my face....... yeap change alot of teachers.........eh the most interesting one ish mr geo heheh.......... i dun care abt e oak tree i meant mr ong :D heheh........... then selling my carnival tickets ~ pls help me buy~ kk...nothing much liao today just went out wif dear~ quite happy to see him..without him i may beng kui ba......... well glad he is studying for his exams good .... will try to reward him more kisses ........... he also quite notti fell down must be careful wor...........well then nothing much more simple life isnt it? and one more thing to say the senior ish such torturing but they are for our own good ..well 5 pumpings ish enuff for me ....... can't take it le~~~~~

eh~

2005-06-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

hehe....... me notti gal still havent go sleep sleep.... yah lar havent go sleep la ......... dear sure nag at me de but realli carnt sleep norx.... hehe just wrote a testimonial for dear hope no typo error ba... went to cut hair today erm... not realli short lar.... then cum back online awhile then go offline go sleep sleep hehe then woke up go tiong for dinner so sianz alot of ppl there.... then cum back sms dear until den then i knoe dear ish waiting for mui online hehe......... miss dear alot ....... muackiez for dear must miss me wor... saw tricia write for u de testimonial le...rmb wad she say wor........ hehehe.......... now quite tired ba .... alittle sick of this comp hehe..... aiya if ican i will extend e holiday one more mth eheheh : p update tmr ........ oh pls..... dun let that sissy b my lit teacher la........ i rather Mr Eugene Tan than that stupid Mr Ong :p

2005-06-25T09:18:00.000-07:00

mayb 2day is the last date until the end of yr...but 2day's date was somehow very nice...? dis kind of tink better nt say hao le...aniway we go library where dear return and borrow bks...den go tiong bahru plaza...i go drum den suddenly dear tell me she lost her ring..den she go toilet find....cannot find liao probably taken by others...sad but i will buy another 1 4 her 1 of dis days hao le...den we go park...there we drank bubble tea...xing fu neh...den after tt send her hm..the nxt time c her probably onli 4 the purpose of studying le....

Yoz last 2 day ba

2005-06-25T05:56:00.000-07:00

today went out with dear .... go library ... me not feeling well so was quite pale and carnt force myself to smile ba haha dear see me like that keep asking wad happened to me.... well .... try a test ba ... say dear very hao se hahhaa :p hehe then we went to park walk walk ba haha..... quite fun ba ......... dear hug me like a koala bear like a small kid like that hehe....... then went home quite early shld ask dear to come my house hehe...:p well then fall asleep too tired and plus not feeling well ba.......... me and dear got telpathy ba ...i know wad he want to do heheh:p

backie

2005-06-23T08:44:00.000-07:00

wah 3 days nvr post le........ i miss dear so muchie ........ carnt live without dear... muacks for dear.......
first day: well wake up earli in e morning...sit the coach to genting very sianz...then reach there....... chack in lor go for lunch then go shop shop there very cold manx.... then go arcade play lor then go back hotel..........
second day... wake up in e morning go for buffet breakfast......... hate eating their food ..... then go outdoor and play sit alot of rides......... haha all veyr fun manx........... hehe........ then go back play arcade go eat dinner then go shop shop then go back......
3rd day.......... went for breakfast eat until want to vomit ......... then go shop see got anything forget to buy then go sit coach back and here i am now hehe...........
dear fall isck i very worry .......... realli i realli carnt live widout dear

2day....

2005-06-20T22:11:00.000-07:00

wah sian...2day wake up so early 2 go 2 sch....do the stupid dnt project...den throughout the day keep smsing dear...cos she leaving le...4 holiday...gonna miss her a lot...=( sigh...but will b tinking of her everyday....but no matter wad...tink i spent 2 much money 2 day le...hp bill came 100+ cos of the losing of my hp last mth den yada yada caused it 2 b so much...den mum scold and scold den bo bian listen 2 her crap...haha....aniway i paying the bill wad...saving money 2 buy phone at the end of yr and preparing 4 sch reopen...no excitement bout it..haha aniway gtg...

BoRiNgZ~

2005-06-20T03:35:00.000-07:00

Well today act guai go shopping wif my mum .... she bought a jacket then i bought my tshirt another white one again~ haiz... choose a lot but my mum dun like so choose this one lor.... then reach home catch some sleep ....... realli very tired imagine u sleep at 2 am wake up at 10am how can that b enuff for me ? haha...... then use comp lor quite sianz ba....... then pack up for tmr realli dun knoe wad to bring but i know will miss my dear alot~ hehe....... will enjoy myself de .......u all must miss me wor......... haha

2day's date

2005-06-19T21:17:00.000-07:00

ya 2day go buy drum sticks wif dear den later go tiong bahru plaza there play drum 4 a while...kana stared by a lot of ppl there den after tt go the place where we would always go..the park and there we sat 4 2 hrs....no even much more tinks bout dear....so nice there...c a lot of ppl chasing birds...although i did 2...haha den scolded by dear haha...all was fun...aniway gtg...

hehe

2005-06-19T05:44:00.000-07:00

well today went out wif dear dear.... first we go dhoby buy his drum de sticks ...then we went to tiong go walk walk lor then see him play drum he play until so sweaty then we went to buy drinks then go park walk walk stroll stroll.... sit sit here sit sit there lor..... chat abt some things..... then he walk me back home quite happy ba.......haha so simple life hor?
just drink my hl milk.... ha ha finish that big packet first ba......... :p

ReCeNtLy HoT tEmPeReD

2005-06-18T07:44:00.000-07:00

haiz... being more and more hot tempered recently two reasons one ish not enuff sleep 2nd ish stress out ..........haiz..thx for dear being that understanding ba haha:p wah.... going crazy liao haiz...nvr mind well today stay at home almost e whole day......... tired .... then reading the book .... turning crazy reflecting on myself thinking wads happening to me recently ....

SuAn By ChRistOpHER gOr

2005-06-17T09:07:00.000-07:00

haha today went to Queenstown library wif wee leng just to teach him how to fold e star to make tricia happy...teach until me going to vomit blood ar..but then hor he quite a fast learner among e boys i think .... hopes tricia will b happy after seeing the stars.... well then we went to jp i went to buy something(surprise for dear)then wen tto eat mac eat until going to vomit haiz then come back home sleep le sleep until like unconcious like that mabe to tired le....... then a boring day lor haiz stress out by my project i suan by chris becos he send me a sms say:wor... u pon guides camp ar?? ur bday rite??then go out wif dear ar?? tot i dunnoah... haiyo ...bt aniway happy belated bdae hee...
when i saw this sms i was like -_-"

1 day trip wif dear

2005-06-16T21:36:00.000-07:00

yup wake up early 2day...go out wif dear and her frens 2 watch movie....at 10+ buy tickets den dunno wad 2 do...den at first stone in kfc den later meet yanjing mei and ying ting den go heeren and walk den stone there den go yoshinoya cos dey go eat den i stone again...tink becoming stone soon den gals and boys split...there at arcade i stone again...cos no drum...den finally movie...den dunno la cos dear tink i nv care her i onli care bout myself den gt angry wif me and suddenly dao me and giving me cold shoulder but still managed 2 clear the clouds haha...den send her hm den of cos go drum loh...wif wx and yz den the gay came and we left...but wadever la den here i m now...aniway gtg...

movie~

2005-06-16T06:30:00.000-07:00

well.... me and dear went to cine for movie...haha....a very funny show ba... then we sit in front like alot of ppl playing gooseberry(joking )haha.........then go shopping lor.....just like that ba

tiring date...

2005-06-14T10:13:00.001-07:00

2day did a lot of tinks...celebrate b'day wif dear actually was ok mayb cos gt ppl play gooseberry haha...joking la den went 2 meet her parents....still ok i suppose her parents quite nice...den mother suddenly jus came in2 the room and scare me and dear...cos tricia dey all left early...den her father quite humourous la...tink dey accept me...definitely hope so haha

yoz

2005-06-14T07:20:00.000-07:00

today dear dear celebrate my bday wif me yah lor so many dian deng pao haha...then come my house......... my parents quite like him lar...haha......... my mother keep scarying him haha......wel... my mother say ask dear not to buy too expensive de things le...... kk........ total impression not bad haha............ kk... 1 more day to my bday

a lot of tinks

2005-06-13T22:56:00.000-07:00

life is jus gd haha...cos haf dear around wif me...stayed at tricia's chalet until yesterday afternoon...den so nice 2 haf dear slping bside me at nite and realli treasure the time around den tml goin out wif her 2 celebrate her b'day...hope it will b a gd 1 4 her...if nt i tink i m lousy bf...aniway gtg..seems lyk my life revolves onli around my dear

hehe:p tricia's bday

2005-06-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

hehe...... well i went to tricia's bday bash well chalet ....... erm we meet real early u can see me like this in e morning -_- then we sit frm redhill mrt to pasir ris (17stops i think) wah so tired lor........ haha we went swimming i dun knoe how to swim might as well say gif up on swimming long ago liaothen we went to cycle wah....i think i failure man...... i still dun knoe how to cycle after so long ....well i admitted that i not cut out for this ba........ then we went back haf lunch and go to the chalet...... first to reach ish Wee leng he pro lar no lar i ask him to cum earli de haha...... well then we force weeleng to meet nicholas hehe......then we stay at e chalet..... three of us bathe le....then i ask dear to cum... he realli come leh i so touched thx dear....... well them every1 started coming le......... and christopher gor also cum he like dun knoe me like that haha got to knoe e reason liao... he told me he scared of dear hehe...... well ok ... he bluff me on he and hui min actualli they alreadi together for 4mths le he keep saying i lagg actualli he lagg lah 4 mths still nothing de.......... then jq they all decide to stay overnite frm 5 gurls becum 10 ppl in a room.... then we went to pasir ris park........haha ...quite fun then ming ge lost his handfone...found by ya huan then yan jing lost her beads on the necklace de beads... wah onli find 6 of it haha..... well... i chat wif jq........ then we went back liao then the boys play zhong ji mi ma..wah play until so loud then the security came up ..........haha..... then me until2 am carnt stand liao went sleeping keep wake up b their noise level hehe.....then dun knoe lar heard them went to watch sun rise .... well then morning we went to park and cycle ..... obviously jing quan rented a two person de bicycle then we cycle lor.......... then we wen tback to eat mac for lunch....... then slept for awhile then went back home lor............ yan jing realli very weird la........ nvr mind.........hehe........... reach home that time my cousin and my aunt came aiya me went to sleep lor.... but wake up by my cousin de crying sound he cry very loud haha..... he nearly take my forever friends bear back home ar......... wor scared me haha......... but he brought my jack jack home instead:( nvr mind i haf one extra de hehehe........... my cousin he ish so cute~ haha......... well wish to haf a child like him when i grow up ba..........haha.......... then went to eat haha......... kk end here liao

SoToNg bALL

2005-06-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

SoToNg bALL....
haha ... i am a sotong ball? no lar my cousin gif me de nickname ba i put blurr sotong then that day she sae i am a sotong ball ish she really that hungry??? nvm... i am hungry now.... cos eat very little for my dinner heheh........ actualli shld cut down on wad i eat recently me getting fatter le lar............like wad dear sae happiness make one fat? hehhehe today wake up very early but yesterday nite sleep very late so when reach home lie on my bed fall asleep liao haha ......... me went to west mall and lot1 wif yan jing to walk walk ......... well today me seems to be so guai nvr use comp like recently so long haha....... yet spend my time doing that project haiz..... wonder how long will i take finishing this project ner? haha....well every1 seems to b ignoring me recently nvm they busy mer must b more understanding k lar.......... better quick quick finish wad am i supposed to do then go sleep sleep liao if not tomorrow no energy go out wif dear le

happiness everydae

2005-06-07T05:44:00.000-07:00

happiness everydae....
today went out wif dear again ...first go to jurong point haha buy my things at popular dear go yellow buy something for me ....then we went to tiong bahru park....we went walk walk then chat about things.....hehe then he give me my bdae present he just bought a ring wif my name on it well quite touching to me haha thanks dear alot .... well actualli dun realli like him to spend so much money u knoe... erm then we went strolling then he walked me back home well a nic edae hopes this will never end.... me wrapping christopher gor de present now

2005-06-07T00:00:00.000-07:00

ok...JQ here dear dear insist me of posting wad happened 2day here....den well dun dare 2 disobey her ma...well here i m.. 2day slack at hm the whole morning...use the net 4 6 hrs since i woke up...mum will haf a lot 2 say bout dis..den went out...2 drum at first go bugis den wx ask me go dhoby ghaut den dear and her cousins came and look 4 me...well..can i say i m nt glad...?cos mayb i dun wan dem 2 c her la....cos dey always gt a lot of tinks 2 say de...den after drumming go pool..nv won even 1 match waste of time...2day jus nt my day la...the song tt i can always pass suddenly i fail 2 day even dear oso say i tui bu le...nt tui bu ba...no form 2day onli ba...well loving her always...gtg...

HaHA welll forget to write on sunday so now replacing it haha just think that it ish sunday

2005-06-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

Happiness~
HaHA welll forget to write on sunday so now replacing it haha just think u are reading it on sunday....
well today(sunday) i went out wif dear~ JQ lar.........haha then we went to Plaza Singapura at first well.... erm we did all the same thing like go arcade buy drinks walk walk .........haha then we went to tiong bahru park stayed there for about 2 hrs ba i think.... do alot of things went to sit on e swing then stroll lor sit sit here walk walk there listen to ou de yang de xiao fu qi haha feeling Happiness~ haha so happi lor....then we went to orchard......... actualli dunfeel like going home de lar but need to go home lor haha.......... alittle bu she de at that time hehe... then go home lor he sent me home haha liek that feeling ba.....totally happiness~ well happiness doesn't meant to be a big thing small things make ppl feel happiness ..........haha.........

Love someone ish not by their appearance ish by their character

2005-06-06T06:16:00.000-07:00

Love someone ish not by their appearance ish by their character....
today went out e whole day wif my 2 precious cousins haha.... well.... really long time nvr be together liao ...............thats why seems to haf some distance between us at first haha.... after taking neoprint at bugis not so far away liao haha.....then we went to heeren they went to mis- xclusive they went to see winds de things lor haha.... not really interested in winds ...then we walk back to taka... we went to eat bacon and cheese balls....... and omellette fried noodles lor +my half bottle of pink dolphin haha.....so full lor cos be4 i come out of my house already stuff myself wif a big bowl of cup noodles thats why ehehehehe....... then we board mrt to plaza singapura ...... wen there walk walk take neoprint again ........... arh~ i going bankrupt le lar....haha......... then they keep jpestering me to ask me call Jq come .... then Jq go bugis mer... then come to Plaza Singapura wif his fren lor ..........then they keep pestering me bring them to see Jq well after they saw him they keep luffing well they say JQ looks like my brother or uncle erm... i dun really thinks so lar... so i tend to see them luffing and try to calm them downwe walk back into e arcade again... watching JQ and his fren playing drum mania and guitar freak well.......haha ... we were watching his fren playin e drum ...then they keep asking me to stand near e guitar machine as JQ ish playing there i say never mind lar then they keep asking me to do so .... then ok lor walk there see him play well haha..like to see him play this kinda of things
after that three of us went outside the arcade again they keep asking me why i nvr choose JQ fren the one wearing black shirt just becos of hi m looks more handsome then JQ well i think dear ish betta cos i like one person becos of his character but not his looks lar.........haha ...... then.... we went back in haha then me and dear went out without telling them lor then they keep pepping out looking at us .... nvm if they want to knoe let them noe lor haha.......... then reach home liao eat dinner ... then eat alot of snacks like tapiocal chips and strawberries haha turning into apig after my holidaes i think .....haha :p just bathe come out seems to going to flood my keyboard wif water frm my hair hahah:p k feel like sleeping yet i carnt sleep wif my wet hair

LoVe NeEd TrUST And UndeRsTaNdInG

2005-06-04T07:13:00.000-07:00

LoVe NeEd TrUST And UndeRsTaNdInG ....
JuST tend to get somehow moody todae haiz... break wif ck le....... well ish i suggested de cos we keep qurraeling no point continue ba...he dun seems to trust me i dun seems to trust him so i rather both of s be frens lor ish the 2nd time i break ppls heart in a half yr well...... i didn't mean it ........ haiz........ then after that at nite i qurrael wif Jq by a minor thing becos both of us alittle bad mood lor so we qurrael ........ welll .... then we try to understand each other le well....... couples need understanding between us rite? so i try to b as understanding le lor..... must treat him betta haha........... 11 daes to my bdae so happy sia

how i wish....

2005-05-31T05:22:00.000-07:00

todae was quite a beautiful dae ... went out wif dear~ so happi ba......... haha........ feel that i am happiest gurl in this world ba.... haha..... the dream broke went i reach home heard my mum shouting to e fone dun need to think also noe my uncle came and borrow money again.... now i am listenin to my disc man...escaping frm the reality haha welll.... its really how do i sae....... troubling me ba...why all family haf its prob why there isnt a perfect de family ner?

tired~

2005-05-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

bored to death~haiz... when to watch madagascar(again?!) sianz rite? haha........ haiz..... went to hwa chong institution yesterdae so boring ba... cos onli 7 of us and me e onli one sec1 among that 7 very weird hor? haha.... haiz...havent even startedd my one month holidae alreadi so boring liao then how am i going to survive this one month.... went to jp todae after my movie at suntec haiz... i nearly got lost at suntec hahah....... cos i over shot haix....... diao ..........
Believe.....

FilL Wif LOve

2005-05-27T05:21:00.000-07:00

todae went out wif him again.. and few other classmates ..... we watch madagadscar well a very furnni cartoon dun quite fits e ambience...... haha ...my class mates keep staring at us ba.... so weird sia....... haha tricia keep leaving me out well i dun care she haf attitude problem i also try to tolerate le....... well i understand she ish too pampered thats why..... but sometimes i really carnt stand her........ she ish getting worser she never ever care about ppl... like todae we went for pe... then we were playing touch rugby ...the ball was pass to me..... i was about to head to the goal there then she keep saying another direction lar......then i believe her then after i ran , then everyone sae wrong another side lar...... then she didn't even sae sorry i give u the wrong directions she just treat it as if nothing happened lor......... then my pe teacher keep looking at me .........haiz..... well another dae haf past......... tmr go for hwa chong jc de campfire

LoVE >?

2005-05-26T05:28:00.000-07:00

u believe in love?
well todae notnot a very good dae like every other student i am hoping for tmr to come haha cause going to june holidae le .... y i sae it isn't a very good dae cause i just had my science practical( practice only) for todae an yet all the tools in my bench was tat lousy u knoe .... the lighter carnt light the bunsen burner the vernier calipers no lock and the test tube holder carnt hold the test tube properly .... was quite frustrated abt this ...haiz..... i hate my science teacher as she start to pick on me since e first lesson she taught me well... thats why i dun really like her that much .... stil alittle blurr blurr too shocked about yesterdae tats why ....... hehehe .....
well still reading my tuesdays wif morrie....... hope can finish it by todae ba....... cause wish to return it quickly ........
I believe

can someone tell u i love u alot alot~

2005-05-26T05:04:00.000-07:00

what ish love? what does it mean by love ? love? everything?

can someone tell u i love u alot alot~

2005-05-26T05:03:00.000-07:00